'When education is lost, the future vanishes': Palestinian Children and Teachers on Two Years Without School.
'Our plea is for action, not compassion'.
Juwayriya Adwan, 12, al-Mawasi
For the past two years since I stepped into a real classroom. That long since I listened to the morning bell at Khawla Bint al-Azwar school, took my seat and participated actively during my preferred subject. At times I still clearly recall the auditory and olfactory sensations: powder from the board, wooden scraps, cheerful echoes. But my educational institution is gone; it was struck not long after the hostilities erupted. My textbooks turned to ash, and several classmates lost.
I was in fifth grade on the seventh of October: the last day I entered the school building. That early hours, air raid sirens sounded through the halls. Some children cried, others held hands tightly. Our educator attempted reassurance, but even she sounded shaky. I remember wishing for a routine day; instruction, break time, a verse presentation. Instead, that day signaled the conclusion of my former reality.
Conflict has stolen countless things. But the hardest loss of all is learning, because it represents the forfeiture of tomorrow.
Now I live with my guardians, two brothers and female sibling in a congested safe space in Khan Younis. The tent walls sway with breezes, keeping neither cold nor heat away. We queue for water and food. Energy access is fantasy and privacy doesn’t exist. Optimism seems delicate.
At night, I observe the night lights through the openings of my shelter and wonder if my companions see the comparable vista. Some message me when they manage, expressing they long for education and have preserved their former exercise books; like valuables from a bygone era. I feel guilty because I’ve misplaced all of mine.
I once dreamed of pursuing pedagogy to help Gaza’s children study, even when life was hard. Now I dream of being a writer – to compose, to communicate and to reveal the world what it signifies to be a young person in this region. I want to narrate our accounts of anxiety and deprivation, but also bravery. Because even amid these conditions, amid death and ruins, our words continue.
When there’s some internet, I attempt learning digitally. Other times, I visit a modest shelter where helpers educate us mathematics and language. The lessons are short – the power fails or the bombing resumes but in those moments, I experience vitality. I recall who I was: the student who loved numbers and poems, who believed education could transform society.
The war has taken so much; our dwellings, schools and kin. I mourned my family member, his partner, and their children. I lost my beloved urban area, my previous home, which is nothing but rubble now. But the hardest loss of all is education, because that is the loss of the future itself.
To the world, I say this: preserve our aspirations. We seek no sympathy, we require steps. Young residents merit books, learning environments and security. Education is not optional, it is a basic right. The territory is not just ruins; it is children who still dream amid unmanned aircraft at evening. It is my account and I will keep drafting, even if all I have left is a fractured utensil and a piece of torn paper.
'Pupils inquire: "Are you alright, educator?"'.
Naglaa Weshah, 40, instructor in a refugee camp
I have been educating in the region for a substantial period. Initially in Khan Younis, then in another location, and now in al-Bureij camp in the central Gaza Strip. Prior to hostilities, I used to teach several sets of about 40 students each, hundreds of eager students keen on education.
Teaching them was my vocation and delight in reality, and I still recall the gleam in a student’s eyes when a knowledge was acquired; the kind of moment every teacher cherishes.
I always thought learning should be vibrant. My classroom was a area of play, art, and activity. We designed geographical illustrations, dramatized bygone episodes, and turned lessons into stories.
Merriment always occupied the area as inquisitiveness displaced anxiety. Yes, even prior to conflict, local youth were always scared. My learning environment was a protected zone but after that day, everything changed.
My educational institution became a refuge for relatives fleeing the bombs. Not long later, it was attacked and completely destroyed. There are almost no learning institutions remaining intact in the region now. For 24 months, all has been unusual. The hostilities has shattered every facet of our existence: security, dwellings, educational centers, hopes. Fear and grief are constant companions.
Many of my students are now lost – youth who talked about dreaming of medical professionals, painters, and instructors. They were refused even the privilege of living. Those who remain endure malnutrition, displacement and exhaustion – and however, they still cling to the desire for education.
Sometimes, when the online access allows, I get in touch with a small number of them. They message asking: “Are you safe, instructor?” We communicate brief words, miniature instruction, tiny sparks of interaction amid the disorder. They inquire if circumstances will ever return to usual. I inform them I don’t know.
Throughout this territory, educators, aid workers and organizations try to teach wherever possible: in tents, damaged classrooms, or packed refuges. Education has become an act of defiance, a way to declare: “We persist.” And as long as we continue learning, we will persist.
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