Full-Blown Suffering: My Struggle Against the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a gloomy weekday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sharp sensation erupted behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid jolts, similar to lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the discomfort subsided and then returned with increased force. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned frequently that fall, and again in spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-blown pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
This condition typically start with severe pain around a single eye that persists for several hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Attacks usually begin with abrupt, severe agony focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the severity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. Another found 64% of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, like many triggers, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often mistook her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.
Still, the inability to plan daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The first description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient healing texts propose unusual treatments for what modern experts would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a separate disorder, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European physician who provided the first detailed description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by global headache committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel which delivers blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In 1998, researchers released the findings of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, published in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
Despite such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a physician researched his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other common headache conditions, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dentists misunderstood her pain. She thinks dentists still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a calm volunteer guided them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased.
Official guidance on treatment advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of well-known individuals.
But leading specialists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Short cycles with occasional attacks are handled with abortive treatment alone. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a